Ruminations from November 2016 - New Mexico

You get that feeling of a lost emotion; a far off feeling; breathing deep because perhaps you capture it and store it. The image seems to disappear and the feeling is misunderstood/changed/altered; you yearn but you don’t know what for: why do we reflect on the past as it was the present; as if it was perfect; as if it was devastating; as if it will change? Could we live in a memory/feeling?

Ruminations from 7/14/17 - Denver Airport

We dwell on the things in others that are what we actually need to focus on in ourselves. Do you hate cowards because you actually are one? Do you get upset with people that have anger and frustration on their faces because you spend so much time and effort making sure not to show it on your own face?